hahaaaa … was going through my external hard drive….
Altona Braver was always meant to have 2 parts to the story~ here are some really bad doodles of the second part I never talk about because I thought it would spoil the story… then I thought… spoil … WHAT? lmao AB’s not even anything!! The second part (a.k.a if there was a second game) happens 3 years later… new hero protag with Kell and Kazuki tagging along.. they’re part of a unit ^^ Sioul is like their unit commander… Embla turned NPC… lol (all 4 pictured above). On the bottom is Velt ^^; He starts looking like this near the end of the first part… and yeahhh he was always the main antagonist ^^; (itsnotlikeIdaydreamsadhomostuffbetweenSioulandVeltcoughcoughhh)
I haven’t shared this in public but here are Velt’s themes composed by the amazing Subaru! I blabbed about Velt to Subaru and these amazing tunes came up~ even the titles were thought up by this superrrr perssonn!!! So perfect ><!! http://www.mediafire.com/?9llm7bo227nls2l PW: ab Enjoy!!
ANYWAYYYY so hard for me to talk about my originals because everyythinngg is in my head!!!! >.<
I don’t remember if I posted this wip or not… found it again just now going thru my 10000 wips from last year. Sigh.
I really don’t have any time or energy to draw things other than work illusts…. ;_; I hope soon…..
I had to doodle this little boy I met at work today ajs;djkalskdla
He was with his dad and a co-worker of mine and he was asked along the lines of “what do you want to be when you grow up” and the super cute shota said
I was like…. huhhh whaaattt you want to be a wife?? And the shota’s like “Yeah! A wife!” gawd he’s like 6 or something and carrying a huge dog plushie whom he introduced to me as “Biscuit” I believe AHHHHHH I was so ready to explode jsadkasl It’s great that the dad and my co-worker has a “haha you can be anything you want attitude” and kept me at bay cuz I was like THIS close to committing a crime in stealing him awayyyyy!!!
A rough from one of my work that wasn’t used ^^;
I miss fangirling, I miss watching anime, I miss drawing for myself, I miss interacting online, I miss a lot of stuff >_< I really appreciate everyone’s support and every artist who gives me inspiration. You guys are the best! Thankyou!
Um…. doodled this months ago, just found it again cleaning up my folders xD; This is… if Altona Braver was some BL XD; Sioul would be some college student who’s an otaku (but hides it from his friends) and Velt would be a president of some company but he’s also an otaku but not afraid of showing it. However, Gallen, his assistant (?) is trying his very best to keep Velt in check (so people will take him seriously). He makes sure Velt goes undercover (but it’s his real casual look…) when he goes on his shopping sprees xD Velt and Sioul fights over the last copy of an eroge and.. that’s their first meeting! They become friends through common interests and Velt introduces him to his kids (he’s divorced) Altona (daddy-complex, does not like Sioul), Kazuki (the house wife) and Culd (the charming prince of his high-school also working as a model part time). There you go! BL stuff happens! (sorry about the ramble, I just typed it out as I was trying to remember it lol)
I had to scrap my trap doujin….well, cover and all the roughs/scripts are done, it’ll be used for online shop/fuyucomi). It had too many pages to make it in time for Natsucomi >< So I made up a quick H story (I tried to make it sweet, it’s like a sad H wannabe… shoujo story with H elements I guess). The top are the 2 main characters sketched in a minute after I wrote the script cuz I really had no time to design… it’s all done and some samples of them on the bottom… I added a school idol Homura-lookin (woops) side chara too but I might want to draw one with her being the main, I dunno.This was really rushed but I worked with the tunes of RPG osts, those get me through anything.
Ah… just a note… I do enjoy drawing H as much as I do BL (in fact, I drew H first before I even knew what BL was), but I feel like people outside Japan are pretty scary in terms of accepting H stuffs. I really wanted to post R18 things in my gallery but what was holding me back was that I knew people/artists are looking at my gallery and will look down on me. I’ll try not to think about it anymore because some of the work I do now has to do with H too! I want to be like CARNELIAN! She’s been my idol since I was younger and she freely draws BL and H anytime she wants to.
Omg! We were cleaning up and we found this *^^* Bro and I go way back daydreaming and creating RPGs~ this was 13 years ago! The paper’s still so white~ hahaha he would create the monsters (it’s in parts because you’re supposed to hit the head, arms, tail, etc) and I would create the characters to fight it ahahaha such a knock off of Final Fantasy I see Sephiroth clones there lol! We traced the image on the other side also so when they fall into battle from another side, we just flip it! so useless!!! xD
Immmmm sooooooo behiiinnnnddddddddd. So much to do sobbsss I was planning 1 release for comiket, the next in my trap series… I don’t even know if I’ll get it done! I hope so… it’s terribly rushed … but still made with love TvT This time it’s Kazuki x Altona (trap). I was gunna make Kazuki a trap but suddenly…. I wanted to see a manly Kazuki lol Sighhhhhh was working on doujin but work is due soon too jsdkjaskjfk I’ve been put in a weird place 2 rows away from the traps section… my neighbors beside me do R18 furries porn ;w;
I saw this questionnaire thing being thrown around, I just answered ‘em for a break ^^
I’m so stressed right now and I try to avoid work by doing house chores. Not turning to the internet, not gaming not anything, I just don’t want to think. I usually don’t voice it in public but I will probably have some kind of mental breakdown at some point.
Deadlines as of now:
7/10 - Now it’s hitting 5am and with a can of Full Throttle I have to get this assignment done today before I sleep.
7/25 - I’m aiming 7/25~7/30 for this one <-comiket stuff
I don’t know how I will survive this but I’ll try….. I have so much I want to do.. and draw… I feel so horrible…..
Definitely not the way to live my life, but I’m trying by putting in time to go to the gym at least. SIghhhh……
*GUNNA SEE AMAZING SPIDERMAN TODAY TOO I cant wait its like a mini vacation for 2+hrs LOL